This is officially ma?

When every second i try to call u,do u knw hw hard i am controllin myself?
Every night when i cant sleep well,do you knw hw suffer i am?
How i wish i cn stop blamin this love which bring all pain to me...
movie...quite touchin but mayb i control myself so tear havent drop...When i see the ending,YES! KL the place tht i hope i'll nvr go thr anymore...
Tear start rolling in my eye...
Memory which make me happy n sad...
Ppl which make me happy n sad...
Evryone was RIGHT...Im the only one which was WRONG!
How could i live without YOU? I really wan to know...
Writin thing tht come from my heart...
Lovin smone tht come from my heart...
Should i say lucky or unlucky to love such a person lk u?
For sure tht u wil say unlucky...bt Y i keep fall n fall?
Trap was deep but myself make it deeper...
Stop listen to the same song...it wont make u feel better...
Stop thinkin at the same person...she wont feel tht...(ANYMORE)!
Just to talk crap and talk cock!
I knw i knw...i dun hv cock... XD

我不在乎 - 安志杰&曾恺玹 (电影<亲爱的>主题曲)

亲爱的 你在那里
亲爱的 听我的心
痛苦的回忆 如何能忘记
多少思念能换的回你

亲爱的 我在这里
亲爱的 别再哭泣
远方的距离 没人能决定
梦里永远有个约定

我不在乎世界多吵闹
我只要和你一起到老
你的苦我都明了
给我一个拥抱 当依靠

不在乎他们怎么想
我只会假装我听不到
这一路有多难熬
只要你的心里有我就好

亲爱的 我不放弃
亲爱的 我不甘心
故事的结局 在你我手里
我只相信这个约定

我不在乎世界多吵闹
我只要和你一起到老
你的苦我都明了
给我一个拥抱 当依靠

不在乎他们怎么想
我只会假装我听不到
这一路有多难熬
只要你的心里有我就好

我不在乎世界多吵闹
我只要和你一起到老 （一起到老）
你的苦我都明了
给我一个拥抱 当依靠

不在乎他们怎么想
我只会假装我听不到
这一路有多难熬
只要你的心里有我就好
有我就好 有我就好

P/S: Accidently found this song,how i wish threre is sumone sing it together v me...

New>>> Blog???

Trying to had new life v my new blog...but seriously im not tht good in writing la...
Eerm...surpose to say is typing ke? Yaya...
I had been go through (consider) quite a lot of bad experience la...of course is in (LOVE)...
Tomorrow OFFDAY! but im not happy at all!!!
Just fin watch some ppl fb...F**k tht all shit la...doesnt matter v me jor...
Im gonna get a new life...thinking how to get a new partner too... @.@!wahaha...
Gotta need some opinion how to pass through the time tht you hate a?
actually without partner i feel no life...Sucks rite?
tis few weeek my life appear 1 sifu pulak...Daddy Bull...haha...
he teach me need to be patient to tackle gurlz...
daddy oi...my target not much ppl knw de lo...act only YOU...
dun ever ever let her know man...
Or else i think i really wil kena kick until lay in miami beach...haha
( Oh my super girl! you are my baby girl!) frm:super junior
Nowadays start love SJ...SWT...
Attention: NOT < S & J > !!!