Useless

I never stick to my plan when i really decide it.
Singapore arh faster accept me can?
Feel like cant take it anymore~
Stay for nothing in here.
Go there to have new life is my biggest wish now ><
Dun blame me being so selfish cause you are more selfish than me!
The moment you need me,i always there.
But when i need you,you always turn around.
One of us need to turn and move on~
You or me? Let me do that ba.
Having bad situation like you cant really take it le?
Selfish la us.
I treat you good because i love you and want you.
You treat me good is because you need me to accompany only.
Wondering how's my life without you?
Less motivation,less happy,less sad,less meaning of life.
Fell that i born is just to accompany you.
God~you are the one let me met her~
You want me send love to her.
But you never teach me how to make her happy when she sad!
What should i do? =(
Patient? We'll see it one day.
Everything bad will end in one day.
It just depend on your decision.
Stop stalk other people.
Cause i dun wan you make mistake anymore!
Stop~think~ Move on!

things that cannot be say

remember last night i told my bro that girls that cant even share your problem shouldnt together?
today you leave me le. haha.what can i say?
shouldnt say it so early ba?
part of me want you happy and part of me want you stay.
funny right? i do feel so too.
brother already told someone about her case.
im gonna get question le.
response that i get from you is if im innocent~
you dont believe me dont ya?
i guess my brother too.
kind of sad when two important person in my life dun believe me.
if really do i wish im not innocent and i'll return it to my brother cause its important to her.
but the fact~ suan le.
the more that i say,the more you all dun trust me.
i born to be a bad person full of evil and crazy idea.
try to become a good person so hard le.
its time to show my true colour ba?
no need cover it for anyone le since no one gonna trust me including you.
distance not equal to apart.
stop contact not equal to forget.
dint call not equal to cold.
dint meet not equal to not care.
I miss you~
since you not gonna talk to me then i'll talk to you here ba.
sometimes dreams and web is better than real life.
dreams you will talk soft and good to me.
real life you wil just quiet and answer with those short answer (O~).
things that shouldnt say i wont say it anymore le.
lesson one lesson twice.
dun wish to get lesson three.
seriously im not happy.

Miss

When you waiting her there did you realise that im waiting you here?
Like im nothing to you~WHY???
Seriously fucking hate the feeling being invisible to you!
Miss you like i never did before.
Same goes to my love.
Let go le ma? i guess no.
The moment you crazy about her show that how care you are and how sad i are.
Human learn to improve in everything but not love.
Theres no medicine can cure the pain get from love.
Unless lost memories~
Im not the one wish it happen.
But we all know that is not worth to lost memories because someone that dun even care about us.
Stop repeat the same song and missing the same person!
Idiot like me dun deserve to get your love.
Bang & wake me up please~
Drink drank drunk just to have a better tomorrow.
Seems like all doesnt work on me.
Thousand time that i did end up with same result= FAIL!
I miss you sayang~love ya~ =(