~Independent~

What is the definition of INDEPENDENT?
Everything depend on yourself???blek~ :P
Impossible ba? cause in work you gonna communicate with all those fucker which you dont even hope to see de~am i right?
Happy family wont exist as well.
Hope to feel love again but in the same time trying so hard to self recover and turn into INDEPENDENT a bit~
Thing past should just let it past~
YES,it is hard to forget but whats the point tht thinkin it evryday leh =.=
Money go,fren leave,family seperate,jobless,partner gone......
Same shit happen evryday but just different ppl came from different world.
Life still need to move on.
So is there anyone who really can wake me up & tell me evrythg just a dreams?
I never fall so deep? Never work so hard for her?
Day by day i fix my mood set my mind clean my heart~
In the end evrythg still the same. =(
Swt la my life.
Fuckin disappointed on how you treat me~
I guess there was no space for me.
All just ONE person!
Kk~ I shouldnt mad on anything & anyone le >.<
Peace will be always here in earth~
*PEACE* v.v

Update~

So long dint 'choi' tis blog le~
recently break v a good girl.
need to say sorry tht i cant love u.
stay single & available make me feel better than hurt other.
appreciate the day we talked evry nite~
today is a new day.did u ever think of me when u r out thr?
i cant really concentrate in work!shit~
cant fall anymore~keep on remind myself.
fall to a person tht dun love u is a damn stupid thing.
and im doing it ><
feel lk wanna kill myself just lk tht.
i guess im gonna Fall AGAIN le~
:'(

dear,i love u so much~even u dun love me plz always remember tht i'll pui u no matter wht happen de~god do love me cause it make both of us met in my lifetime.
my mood gettin DOWN DOWN DOWN~
Sayang~ >.<
I miss the moment we drank~ Tiger & Guinness is the Best!
wish i can take ur hand n fuck in the club~ XP

game,alcohol & smoke~

2nite i so addict on game. y? tak tau pun~ sien gua~
dear havin her study while chit chating v me~
pity her leh~wan sleep early also cannot~
evryday gotta wait me fin work.sorry la dear.
need to earn money so next month only cn go meet u wht~
faster think abt our 1st date o :P
u wan watch movie la,sing k la or even fight on bed also cn~
i let lou po dai yan choose.
need to give me ans asap o~
out of "game" topic le.
here come next which is~ "alcohol"
dah lama tak sentuh lo.y? dear lo.feel guilty aftr drunk dint get to cal her n reply her msg.
skrg stil feel guilty.dint drink le lo.
last wil be SMOKING~again again & again~
little mui mui suddenly say wan buy sweet for me eat to stop smoke wor~evryday alr kena gam cham by dear le~
nw both also wan buy those thing to me~
i think if i success jor i need to take tissue wipe my tear:"sayonara my pall mall menthol!must take care o!" =.=
sound so sad leh~ :(
mummy complain tht i evry month also borrow money frm her~ask me go find ah pek n kahwin pi.
cham le~dear stil sdg usaha to study.
hw arh??? mum cant wait for few yr meh?
i believe my dear wil do smthg for me de ba?
you Wont dump me to uncle gua~ :(
wuwuwu~i dun wan lo~
wo xi huan de shi ni~bu shi ta~ :P

Think twice or third~plz~

im sorry tht let u wait for me when i drunk here.
i nvr do anythg wrong since we start.
honestly to tel u tht aftr last nite it make me damn guilty tht drink until drunk~
it makes me really wan treat u serious n well.
start from 2day i knw wht to do le :P
mission: make amelia khor fall for me~
abt ur fren,i hope u think twice lo~
i knw u like dominic so much. i dun mind if u stil lk him.
if thr was chances together v him,dun let it go.
luck nt gonna always round beside u so get the chance in the rite timin.
mayb im just a bus stop for u. drop by n go.
no need say sorry o.
just chase for ur love.i support u de XD
miss u~ wahaha~i dun wan namo namo can arh?
i scare leh~tahan! sabar! i cn do it! gua? :P
cannot angry ya.kiddin only.
i wil treat u better single day.
no quarrel no fightin just kissin!
:-* muackzZz~ I miss you my dear ms.Amelia Khor Chee Kei XD

Amelia Khor~

Recently havin a relationship v my dear Amelia~
We quite accidently start it but we wont end it up~
Kind of surprise tht thr was sumone got alot of thinkin n habit same v me de lo~
Dear o,u make me feel so much love.I wish tht u really can be the one open my heart.
Now u wan me believe in true love vry hard le lo.
So gambateh o bao bei. Hope u can do it.
For ur past i dun care but ur future yes.
I dun mind tht u make me wear "green hat" but at least dun lie me.
Treat me sincerely v ur heart.
In tis whole week im glad tht i can charge my phone evryday ><
N i got chance to touch my phone more than ten times per day.
God givin me chance to recover.
I know it is just depend on myself le.
What am i waitin for?
Hopefully is u~Amelia my bao bei~

Wht is it mean? @.@

Dear you scare me do you know tht?
Thr was 7 miss call bfore i accept ur 8th call~
Is good to hv chance to hear ur voice but is worst tht i heard u drunk~
Drunk only make u think of me n call me?
or just im the only one can talk v u in our special way?
Hw i wish thr was one moment tht u really miss me,love me or need me~
Always keep on remind myself stay away from dreamz~
But we stil always meet in dreamZ~
Little cutie,do u remember wht i said bfore?
Those promise i just keep for u only.
The way i touch u,the smell which belong to u,the warmth came from ur body,the strong feelin when we need each other~
All tis started hide in my mind le~i couldnt find it~
The more i try to recall it the more it bcame invisible~
Wish tht the day tht evrythg wil just came out in my real life again~Cause i really miss u,sayang~

Fate

Fate de mandarin is (yuan fen)also equal to (nasib).
When we buyin drinks for "Predator",suddenly met my fren sayin the movie wasnt good to watch~
My god lo~nowaday really no nice movie le a?
Need to wait until i buy ticket jor only got sumone tell me a?
Cham lo~Cant wait to see next & nice movie.
Same lk situation above~suddenly found out my blog got draft leh.
totally surprise me~but it also long time ago jor de.
Luckily thr was sumthg stil left half for me which came from you~
Our met is totally fate from the beginning until now~
Fate tht met u, knew u, like u, love u,together v u & end up v u~
Deeply believe in Fate after tis~
Hair tht keep it short short is to remind myself i stil havent do wht i promise to u~ No more cut hair~
Fate always came out v late lesson after u alr go through evrythg~
Just like me & u~ Learn to get better~
Cause u alwayz deserve to get the best~